ThAt wHiCh i lIkE To cAlL GoD

Life was smooth. Absolutely picture perfect!Thats when it happened. I just made one wrong choice and deleted those best assets I had in my life. I sabotaged my own happiness, pushed my courage too far but ended up curling in my bedroom hugging a bolster and wiping away my tears in iniquity.All alone...Alone I was and it was DARK. So dark that it engulfed all the light, life and senses present in that room making it completely dead and dumb.
And then I heard this little voice. As if some faint voice was trying to communicate with me from inside my own head. And i focused.
It occured to me that who doesn`t make mistakes? Everybody does. I should not regret my decisions because I felt that it was the best thing to do at that time, else I wouldn`t have done it!
Its so easy to tell others but it was bloody tough to be the subject of application at that time. I wondered how easy it is imagine but its different to live under that shadow.
Its damn easy to ditch your parents and easier to your best friends but its impossible to ditch your inner sense. It knows you more than anyone has or anyone can ever know you. Its there with you since the time you were kicking in your mom`s womb. It can feel your tears and it can sense you smiling at your own stupidity. It can read your thoughts and it knows all your dark secrets. It knows about your first crush and also about your first heartbreak. It knows who is your favourite movie star and it knows what you really want to be. It knows about your favourite memories and it also about your favourite dishes. In short, its your best friend. It has shared everything in your life with you. Its your inner sense, god`s best gift to us. Its the energy of the universe, the voice of god and the sound of human heart.
It was that inner sense which was communicating with me at that time. And I had been talking to it ever since. It still continues to guide me and I suggest everyone to listen to their inner sense, which I call GOD.